Free Time
I am pleased to say today, I took some time for myself for the first time since all of this started.
Today I am trying to prioritize myself, do the thing that everyone has over and over told me to do.
Everything caught up to me physically anyways, I was pretty sick for a few days with a fever and the things that come with it. So I am trying to take a beat.
I bought myself some pink little lawn flamingos this week. I think that is pretty fun.
There is nothing really different to report today.
But having a little free time feels kind of naughty.
I have been going back in the gym and lifting weights. I am trying to be physically strong. I have wildly mixed emotions about being back in that space. I am excited to be back in the space that I drew a lot of power from. I am also really shy to be back in a way, a bit embarrassed almost with myself. Not that anyone there would know anything about that. But mostly excited about it.
I will start with that, and we will see what happens.